oh ok. so school started yada. BORING. i feel like falling asleep liao lah! rawrr. especially for lang arts chinese and science. i think mrs koh, and li lao shi and mr ng all very pissed with me. cause im only half listening in class lah.
the exquisitee phenomenon in the audi.today we were dismissed at 1 cause after school we were supposed to have the full nanyang family concert runthrough. then band was the first item.
after lunch we reported at 1.15 at band room. then we set up and went down to the audi for rehearsal. then when we reached the audi, for no reason the band just started playing persis. and then we played the whole thing lah. SUPER NICE! ESPECIALLY HORNS CLARINETS TRUMPETS AND EUPHOS. damn damn nice! SO TOUCHED! especially by melanie's solo! and the eupho's solo! jasmine and i were enjoying the whole songs lah! then i was feeling ok until horn's solo and I SUDDENLY FELT LIKE CRYING. like it's so nice! and concert's over and we'll never get to play persis ever again! and all the concert memories started flowing back to me and all the emotions kept at bay before, during and after the concert just spilled out of me during melanie's solo in the audi. i just started tearing like mad and quickly turned away lah. luckily jasmine didnt even noticed. then thee snare's solo, CHRISTAL DAMN ZAI3. haha. she played on the audi's pillar cause no snare drum mah! haha! then the whole band started laughing and HORNS! THEY SOUNDED SO BEAUTIFUL. the emotions were just overwhelming and the feeling was so grand cause the other performing arts were there staring at US PRO-ERS. (: then felt damn nice lah! just wanted to yell: "LOOK AT BAND MAN. LOOK AT US. WE'RE SO ZAI3. AND PERSIS JUST BRINGS US TOGETHER. (: WE BOND THROUGH MUSIC. " oh man!
nycb! persis! LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES LOVES! we had rehearsal. was quite pissed about alot of stuffs lah. like how the nanyang staff ostracize us, and how some teacher just pms like crazy. i really dont know what to feel now lah. im just so overwhelmed with feelings cause im damn pissed like siao and im abit high and VERY EMOTIONAL and very very touched. what's going on!
i feel damn sad for band can. we practised so so hard and yet we get no credit at all. we're so invicible to everyone lah.
thanks liuyi, kevan and eugene for letting me thrash things out. thanks alot. (:
i cried myself to sleep again. and this time, it's tears of anguish.